戰(zhàn)勝中風(fēng) 重回帥位
????馬宏升正在重新學(xué)習(xí)說話,訓(xùn)練體能。一切進(jìn)展順利。也許,他再也無法完全回復(fù)當(dāng)年激情四射、妙語如珠的風(fēng)采,但他依然是英特爾新任掌門人的有力爭奪者。 ????那一天的意義非同尋常。他們在回家的路上中途改道,歇了歇腳?,敻覃愄赜浀盟?dāng)時(shí)正開車前往硅谷,馬宏升坐在旁邊的副駕駛位,激動地給她指著方向,嘴里還咕嚕有聲:“嗚……嗚……嗚”?,敻覃愄睾髞聿琶靼渍煞蛳胍巴牡胤綍r(shí),她簡直不敢相信。 ????一個小時(shí)前,醫(yī)生同意馬宏升出院時(shí)曾告訴他,“我不確定你還能不能劃船?!薄獫撆_詞是,也許今后永遠(yuǎn)都不能再劃船了。馬宏升和瑪格麗特剛把車停到舊金山灣布萊爾島劃船俱樂部(Bair Island rowing club)的停車場,馬宏升就迫不及待地打開車門跑了出去?!八挠冶鄹居貌簧狭Γ爆敻覃愄鼗貞浾f,“他用左手抬起一艘小船,揭開蓋在上面的帆布,把艇沖洗干凈,然后又把帆布重新蓋上?!?/p> ????第二天一早,瑪格麗特心情舒暢,馬宏升回到家中讓她很高興。這時(shí),馬宏升突然出現(xiàn)在她面前,穿著劃船服,指了指屋外的汽車。瑪格麗特立即給英特爾營銷主管讓-佩雷?范蒂爾打電話,讓他盡快到舊金山灣會合。范蒂爾之前經(jīng)常跟馬宏升一起去劃船。到達(dá)目的地后,馬宏升和范蒂爾取出一艘雙人輕便劃艇。每劃5下,范蒂爾就得板正劃艇的航向。接下來的幾個星期,馬宏升開始獨(dú)自劃艇,最開始總是在水里繞圈子(他說:“我當(dāng)時(shí)差點(diǎn)哭了。”),但是隨著時(shí)間推移,皮艇前進(jìn)的路線越來越直。 ????重新學(xué)習(xí)說話是馬宏升面對的最大挑戰(zhàn)。中風(fēng)使馬宏升大腦中負(fù)責(zé)語言能力的區(qū)域受損,因而他只能嘗試用右腦學(xué)習(xí)講話。語言病理學(xué)家麗莎?利維尼?斯波勒開始指導(dǎo)馬宏升進(jìn)行單詞練習(xí),大聲朗讀兒童書籍。這樣他回家后還可以讀給凱瑟琳和雙胞胎姐妹安娜、亞歷山德拉朗聽。斯波勒稱,為了幫助馬宏升重新掌握“語言的速度和節(jié)奏”,他們共同朗讀了拜倫、丁尼生等著名詩人的作品,而且是站立著朗讀。因?yàn)閷︸R宏升來說,向1,000人講話是自然不過的表達(dá)方式。他很少對自己感到沮喪,但是有一天他卻沒能做到。當(dāng)時(shí),斯波勒在索引卡片上寫下了一句話“你有很大的潛力”,沒想到馬宏升將這張卡片釘?shù)搅俗约恨k公室的公告板上。 ????馬宏升的鄰居們也不斷給予他鼓勵。每個月總有那么一兩次,門鈴響起,馬宏升和瑪格麗特打開門,發(fā)現(xiàn)門外站著史蒂夫?喬布斯。他問馬宏升能否出去一起走走,玩一會。“他就像一個友善的大孩子,”瑪格麗特回憶說。這位蘋果創(chuàng)始人從2004年開始就一直在與胰腺癌作斗爭,他偶爾和馬宏升在附近社區(qū)一起散步、騎車。 ????2011年1月3日,也就是中風(fēng)后10個月,馬宏升重返英特爾。雙方都需要重新適應(yīng)。英特爾首席營銷官黛博拉?康拉德援引英特爾積極的企業(yè)文化,稱:“過去,馬宏升是定調(diào)子的人?!钡乾F(xiàn)在情況變了。馬宏升現(xiàn)在更喜歡一對一的交談。有些必須出席的大型會議,大家難免七嘴八舌。這時(shí),康拉德這樣的高層就會站起來說:“大家安靜。馬宏升有話要說。”這樣就能留出時(shí)間讓他從容發(fā)言。回歸三個星期后,馬宏升出席了英特爾的國際銷售和營銷大會,中風(fēng)后首次在重大的公開場合露面。他對臺下3,700名英特爾員工說:“我在訓(xùn)練用右腦來控制語言能力,這通常是左腦的功能。這是我做過的最困難的事情。” ????他說話語速很慢,語調(diào)機(jī)械,似乎每一個詞都要斟酌。事實(shí)的確如此?!拔冶仨毟宄乇磉_(dá)自己,”他今年7月在英特爾總部接受采訪時(shí)說。在90分鐘的采訪里(采訪分兩次,連續(xù)進(jìn)行了兩天),他向我們證明他的身體已經(jīng)恢復(fù),但是他不能靜坐,需要頻繁地站起來走一走。我詢問他語言能力的恢復(fù)程度,他沿著會議桌跑到墻上的一塊巨型白板旁邊?!拔抑笆窃谶@里,”他說著用紅色彩筆劃出一條水平線,表示他中風(fēng)時(shí)的語言熟練程度。之后又畫了一個45度的角,然后指著一個距離頂端還有15%的地方說:“我現(xiàn)在在這里”。他接著解釋說:“我需要到這里,”同時(shí)把彩筆移到頂點(diǎn)。 |
????On that momentous day there was a stop on the way. Margaret remembers driving toward Silicon Valley as Sean, in the passenger seat beside her, excitedly pointed and grunted directions: "Uhhh ... Uhhh ... Uhhh!" When she realized where her husband was taking her, she could hardly believe it. ????An hour earlier the doctor who had released Sean told him, "I'm not sure you'll be able to row" -- implying ever. When he and Margaret pulled into the parking lot at the Bair Island rowing club in San Francisco Bay, Sean could hardly wait to get out. "His right arm was practically useless," Margaret recalls. "With his left arm, he lifted the boat. He uncovered it, washed it off, and put the cover back on." ????The next morning Margaret was relaxing, happy to have Sean back home. Suddenly he appeared, dressed in his rowing clothes and pointing toward the car. Margaret called Jean-Pierre van Tiel, an Intel marketing executive who was Sean's rowing buddy. Meet us at the bay as soon as you can, she told J.P. When they got there, Sean and J.P. took out a double scull. Every five strokes J.P. straightened the boat. In the weeks that followed, Maloney took to rowing alone, at first in circles ("I nearly cried," he says) but straighter and straighter each time. ????Learning to speak has been Maloney's toughest challenge. The stroke zapped a walnut-size section of his brain that produces language, so he has had to learn to speak from the right side of his brain. Speech pathologist Lisa Levine Sporer started off having Sean do word drills and read children's books aloud -- so he could get back to reading to Catherine and his twins, Anna and Alexandra. To help him relearn the "flow and melody of speech," Sporer says, they read poetry -- Keats, Byron, and Tennyson, his mother's favorite -- standing up, because talking to 1,000 people is, for Maloney, the natural way of speaking. He rarely got down on himself, but on a day that he did, Sporer wrote on an index card, "You have Great Potential." Maloney pinned the card to a bulletin board in his office. ????Maloney got encouragement from neighbors as well. Once a month or so the doorbell would ring, and he or Margaret would open the door. There on the doorstep would be Steve Jobs asking whether Sean could come out and, well, play. "Like this nice, giant adult kid," Margaret recalls. The Apple (AAPL) founder, whose battle against pancreatic cancer began in 2004, occasionally walked and biked around the neighborhood with Maloney. ????On Jan. 3, 10 months after suffering his stroke, Maloney returned to Intel. It's required some adjustment on both sides. Citing Intel's aggressive culture, chief marketing officer Deborah Conrad says, "Sean would be the guy setting the pace." That's changed. Maloney now prefers one-on-one meetings. And in the obligatory large meetings where everyone talks over each other, it helps when friends like Conrad pipe up and say, "Hold on, Sean has an opinion," giving him air. Three weeks after he returned, he made his first major public appearance at Intel's international sales and marketing conference and told 3,700 colleagues, "I've trained the right side of my brain to take over speech, normally a function of the left side. It's the hardest thing I have ever done." ????His speech is slow and robotic, as if he is searching for every word. In fact, he is. "I just have to make the words better," he says when we meet in July at Intel's Santa Clara headquarters. During a 90-minute interview (we did two, on consecutive days), he demonstrates that his body is back -- he can hardly sit still, pacing frequently. When I ask how far his speech has returned, he dashes around the conference table to a big whiteboard on the wall. "I was here," he says, using a red marker to draw a horizontal line indicating his skill level when he had his stroke. He draws a 45-degree angle and points to a spot about 15% shy of the top. "I'm now here," he says. "And I need to get here," he explains, moving the marker to the pinnacle. |